Moving, and stuff!!!

I saw this and it made me smile, so I thought it would make you smile too!!

I just want to stay in one place for a long time, I lived in the same house pretty much my whole life. I hate moving, I suck at packing, hate packing, I always lose stuff in the move, and I just hate it. I know we will find a place, but then how long are we going to be there for? There are day I wish we had never moved out of the trailer, I know it wasn't the best place to live but it was two bed rooms and we could afford it. (I don't understand how my friends in Canada could afford $1000+ a month plus utilities) I didn't mind the first studio apartment, but it really wasn't great, okay it was bad but it was a roof over our head. Second studio apartment really wasn't bad at all I liked it, it met our needs for the time and we could afford it. This last place is big and it has been a great blessing, you can't go wrong for $400 a month for a 4 bedroom 3 bath place. We only really use two of the bedroom and only one of the bathrooms. But i hate that there is carpet everywhere, really carpet in the kitchen and bathroom. We knew when we moved in that it wasn't forever and we need to move out the next summer, but the next summer came way faster then i thought it would. The lord has always provided away for us, so I am praying we can find a place in our budget.

I really feel like we have been to blessed in our marriage and don't feel worthy enough to receive the blessing the lord has provided us with. Today is one of those days. I look around and think what did I do right to have these blessing? I know my Heavenly Father loves me and he has shown me many time in our marriage. He has given us trials, but the trials he has given us have never been more then we can handle. I know we could not have handled these trials with out his help and his unconditional love for us. I know I should not stress out as much as I do, because it is true the Lord always provides away, he always has, and I know if i continue to trust in him he always will. I love my Heavenly Father, and I know he loves me.

I love my husband and all he does to provide for our little family, he really is great I couldn't ask for a better eternal companion. The Lord knew what he was doing four years ago sending me and a group of friend in Arizona. Who would have guess I was going to find my best friend? A couple of people did, but I sure didn't I had a plan and that plan didn't have getting married in it. I am glad that my plans didn't work out and the Lord's plan did. I also had a plan not to have kids for a couple of years, bahahahaha the Lord didn't like that plan either. Man I am finding a pattern here the Lord really doesn't like my plans. But I have to say I really like the plans the Lord has set out so far for me. Thank you Heavenly Father for changing my plans for me. Okay back to my husband, David is not perfect in anyway but he is perfect for me. We might not have the perfect marriage but who does. I am just going to stop my rambling, No one reads my blog all the way through anyways, All you do is look for picture and then go on your marry way. So sometime I even wonder way I blog in the first place. Do people really care what I am thinking, how I am feeling, or what is going on in my life? I really want my Mommy right now! I hate being homesick, I hate living so far way from my parents and my sisters. People complain when family lives 2 hours away and say that is to far. I would love for mine to be 6 hours away and I know mom, dad, and sisters would love that too. I can not wait until June and July to see my family. Yes we will be seeing David family this month, but that is not the same as your own family, yes they are family but, No one can ever take the place of my own mom, dad, or siblings (at least for me). I am not going to lie I LOVE MY DAVID,TEK, MOM, DAD, and SISTER more then anything. I also really miss my best friends back home, I really just want to have a girls night and get out of the house and laugh and giggle. I love my husband but there are days where you just need a good girls night out. This has gone on for to long now, so I should really go to bed, it is 1:50 am and I have a little one to take care of in the morning. But i really do miss home, I hate homesick days.

These are old picture I found on my sd card from back in July. So enjoy. I love David and Tek's facial expressions in all of them. Tek was so little and looked so much like a baby :( and David is just handsome like he always is :D